Love

I have known my Grandson, Marquitos, through a long distant correspondence and from a week's visit here to Michigan. It hurts so fucking bad not to be close enough to him and his Mom and Dad.
I now know how unprepared we, men, are to deal with the loss of close proximity to children and grandchildren.
I can not describe how I feel not having my girls and their familys, not being close enough to be able to giving each of them a freakin' bone crushing hug when ever I need to and maybe they need?
I can't wait to be with all of them again.